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[Sep. 30th, 2007|05:55 pm] |
I cant believe its been so long since ive posted.
probably because things have been so good.Normally i post when stupid crap happens.
In everything God is still good. |
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[Dec. 27th, 2006|10:28 pm] |
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cj your last entry made me laugh.
the situation sucks for you..and so that is sad.
but it made me laugh.how you said it,i mean.
so i love you.
SOO.I am getting married in like...uhm.really soon.
so excited.I have an amazing future husband. i really wanna go makeout with him. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 9th, 2006|01:46 pm] |
i suck at life.but.
JESUS IS SO AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.
I cant tell you how much i felt his presense last night.It was like never before,or at least not for a long time.REAL WORSHIP!!!YES!
I love ryan and lily too. |
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[Sep. 10th, 2006|09:47 pm] |
We had a worship night earlier.The first one for the church..it went well i suppose.I only led like three songs,but i cant make everyone happy with number of songs/song choices.Oh well.
It was so stressful..I think i foung out how much i actually HAD to put into it like...yesterday.I feel bad for neglecting people,but its hard to understand unless your actually in my position.I guess I dont understand where they are coming from either.I thought thye would be more suportive...anyways,this is dumb.
The coolest thing was that i totally needed tonight,and needed comunion,and needed God to meet me like he did,and it was awesome.Hes telling me to wake up,get with it,get back to where i was before i put myself in a stupid place where i should have KNOWN that i would get stuck.
I love Jesus so much.so much.I can not believe how i could ever not study with him for days on end.I need to not neglect the people i love...being..family..brian..jesus.oh and a billion others who i suck at keeping up with.
anyways.big hugs to you.(i sound like my gramma.)
Your love is
deeper....than the ocean
higher....than the heavens
reaches....beyond the stars in the sky.
Jesus your love has no bounds
Jesus your love has no bounds
Finally got some pickiesss
ENGAGED!!!
Hot ring tan
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| i need a bandaid |
[Sep. 5th, 2006|12:46 pm] |
Im full.
note to self.stick to what you know is RIGHT.
I really let myself down.I guess thats not the most important thing."I" am not the most important thing.but,letting others down lets me down.Something wrong with that?depends,i guess.
Above all my hugest and most time consuming struggle is to have integrity and authenticity in ALL I do.
I want to STRIVE to be that person.How else would i enjoy this gift of life ive been given.
I cannot tell you how many freakngs "I"s i have to go back and capitalize...just one more thing i need to work on.
I love brian.he drives me absolutely crazy. |
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| uhm.whoa. |
[Aug. 28th, 2006|02:07 pm] |
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So.
this is livejournal....caitlin has a lj?where...
SO freaking much has happened.
I have one amazing life.
Minus a whole lot of people i neglect.I really dont like that about me.
I could give that up to busy-ness,but whats mature about that?
Oh well.im begining to catch up with old friends..its taking a whole lot longer than i would like,but these things take time.
oh yes.
uhm.IM ENGAGED.incase you all havent heard..(whoever you are that might read my journal.)
save june 2nd 2007 ,CJ..your invites comin!
wanna see him? www.myspace.com/caitjones
I love you cj.i hope to see you soon.
you are so stinking grown up. |
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| good afternoon.....?? |
[Jul. 24th, 2006|03:31 pm] |
uuuh.
I hardly know what to write.its been so long.
Its freaking 105 outside right now.and I will be in stockton tonight,and it will be 110.And i will melt.and then not live through melting.
and yet i have THE perfect life.
Only because of Jesus.He is my constant savior.
I love my boat. |
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| 209-712-3083 |
[Apr. 16th, 2006|09:38 pm] |
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new number.coming home for a while.call me ceeeeej |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 12th, 2006|10:52 pm] |
utterly disgusted
with myself.
is it better to sin and do what i think is best?
or better to give up what i want than to sin.
i hope it never gets to that.
i suppose it has...i just ignore it. |
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[Jan. 8th, 2006|02:04 am] |
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i do still exist.
its hard to stay connected to two very different worlds...that have taken places at two very different times of my life.
what has stayed the same is that i have needed Jesus through every second of it.
ive turned away.ive turned back.messed up,got forgiven..messed up.
thats how we humans work.
I have amazing opportunities with youth ministry ahead..
we shall see where He wants me.
il always have exactly what i need,or the means to get it.
someone give me a call,maybe leave a message.
i just want to hear your guyses voices.
love |
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[Oct. 13th, 2005|09:14 pm] |
im almost ready for a big fat entry...
just not yet.see thyis is me building up to one.
and still building....
yeah. |
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| (no subject) |
[Oct. 13th, 2005|09:10 pm] |
ill fill that out soon,ceej..its a good one.
so,yes.
starbucks...mhmm.
maybe going home saturday?not?
i love everyone. |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2005|01:11 pm] |
enter...
new amazing job.
thankyou! |
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| (no subject) |
[Sep. 22nd, 2005|10:58 am] |
ohh boy
I HAVE MY LICENSE.
and an amazing blue tahoe to drive.(for now)
and an amazing boyfriend.
and amazing new friends.
and hopefully soon an amazing job.
then,in january,im off to an amazing bible school in colorado.
Jesus please keep me focused on you,i dont deserve these countless blessings.You are my supply.
without You i am nothing. |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|03:45 pm] |
( ) smoked a cigarette
( ) smoked a cigar.
( ) smoked a joint
( ) crashed a friend's car
( ) stolen a car
(X) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
( ) been in a fist fight
( ) snuck out of my parent's house
(X) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) been to Europe
( ) skipped school
( ) seen someone die
(x) had a crush on one of your xanga friends
(x) been to Canada
(x) been to Mexico
(X) been on a plane
(x) seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
( ) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
( ) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up
( ) jumped into a pile of leaves
(X) gone sledding
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
( ) fallen asleep at work
( ) used a fake id
(X) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(X) slept beneath the stars
(X) been tickled
( ) been robbed
( ) been misunderstood
( ) won a contest
( ) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car accident
(x) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(X) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(X) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(X) swam in the ocean
( ) felt like dying
(X) cried yourself to sleep
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
( ) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
( ) made prank phone calls when you were younger
(X) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under the mistletoe
( ) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
(x)made a bonfire on the beach
( ) crashed a party
(X) had a wish come true
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(X) sang in the shower
(x) have a little black dress(burgundy counts!)
( ) had a dream that you married someone
(X) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(X) worn the opposite sex's clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(X) sat on a roof top
(X) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(X) stayed up all night
(x) didn't take a shower for one week
( ) picked and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies
( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) played ding-dong-ditch
( ) played chicken
(x) pushed into a pool/lake with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're pretty by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(X) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
( ) gone skinny dipping with other people
( ) been grounded for more than a week |
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| (no subject) |
[Aug. 17th, 2005|11:51 am] |
i miss you everyone...
sorry if i havent returned calls,super busy!theyll come!
i love you all... |
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| oh..and... |
[Jun. 10th, 2005|02:08 pm] |
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CJ?! DID YOU GET MY TEXT THAT I NAMED MY TAMAGOTCHI AFTER YOU!? |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 10th, 2005|02:05 pm] |
im so stoked on houseboats.
KAITIE BAUER,ARE YOU NOT GOING CRAZY LIKE ME?!
haha miss you. |
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